Drowning

"Esperanza, donde vas?"

A day out

Went out with my family...the first outing in years (outing in the picnic/Sentosa sense). We went to the PAP/NTUC don't know what fair/carnival. You gotta appreciate the irony - my family being such staunch supporters of the gahmen and all. Hee. Well, it was actually quite fun...there were displays of places around the world, cute mexican guys who made daft outfits look good and some musica. Hee. Returned home and had a long doze. Great day.

All day and night out

Met up with my dearest friends Ain and Azah (finally!). We had lunch at Raffles, mooched around Ain's office before going off for ice cream at Esplanade. Walked around, being touristy in our own country - am so glad I have friends who have the same daft ideas. We still haven't walked the bridge to Beer Garden, babes!!!!

Entries have been slow in coming these days - just feel do out of sorts and a little disconnected from reality. Drag myself to school each day, without purpose. This has ceased being fun for me. While, perhaps, fun is not the ultimate goal in life, I don't think perpetual stress is a way to live out one's life. I have other things I want to do, and it seems that school is just holding me back, taking up my time and distracting me from learning what I want to learn, instead of it being prescribed to me. I used to want to do honours so much because having an honours degree meant so much then. But the more I'm immersed in the 'academic' culture, the more I'm inclined to think academia is not for me - not if I want to learn. Hee hee.

Dazy dozy doozy

Fell asleep over a reading for the first time in my (NUS) life last night. Also realized last night that I had a huge pile of reading that seemed to have grown exponentially over a month. I did not finish readings by their appointed weeks - and I am quite sanguine about it too. What is happening to me?!

Missing Nazir terribly; every time I listen to Juanes, I keep thinking about Spain! Gak!